- I have been fighting with a variety of people. It's been sad. I think it is all coming around though :).
- I am having mass panic over the fact that I have a job interview with Tourism and Culture for the Government on Thursday. It is a full-time position as a Communications Intern (but for money). I honestly am quite positive that I am physically incapable of doing it. I'm interviewing because I feel guilt over the fact that I'm not helping take care of myself. We shall see how it goes. This reminds me that I must go print off a copy of my resume for my portfolio.
- Nabilone = mega dry mouth. I'm drinking the most gigantic soda known to man and it is still dry :(.
- Quitting Diet Coke is hard. I love that stuff. So much.
- I want to replace sooooooooooooo much of my wardrobe and yet have no money.
- Two words: Brain Fog.
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Basically, this week - I just have to live. Just like every other week.
What is bothering everyone this Monday??? Tell, tell!
xoxo,
Annie
10 comments:
It seems like doing an interview would be good practice even if you can't necessarily commit to a full time position.
Sorry about the fighting. I've been fighting with my husband more than usual, and it really, really sucks.
i hope your fights are resolved!
this week...
1. trying to explain to a child whose parent just died of cancer that you are ill but not dying after they see you take a huge handful of meds, start crying & say 'please dont die'
2. how medically noncompliant i've been lately
3. trying to run an outdoor camp and stay out of the sun at the same time
4. the comment "oh well that explains...." from a med student (+ surreptitious look at my mid section) following the "im on high dose prednisone"
5. how disconnected i feel from the world when im without my laptop for 3 days even though i had a sum total of 0 minutes to use it anyway
Annie, I'm glad you are going for an interview, like Diana said, it's good practice and you get to tell someone all the good stuff about Annie!!
Fighting seems to be at an all time high this week. We went to a family party today (my in-laws) and my Hubby and his brother literally said nothing to each other. Not one word. It upset me so much. I was pissed...and crying in the bathroom.
I'd kick my brother's asses if they did that to me.
Happy Memorial Day to all here in the U.S. and to all our Veterans.
Dominique that includes you Girl!
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My big downer this week is my own lack of self-control (Danny and I have been doing so good health-wise and I definitely convinced him to throw it out the window this weekend - think homemade wings, potato chips, and loads of ice cream.
And also working two hours from where I live/ pay rent.
Migraine - Day 2, and a stiff back. I am not awake enough to determine anything else yet, lol. Hope your day improves! And I hope that the interview goes well, even if it isn't a good fit. *hugs*
If it were not for pipe dreams, I wouldn't have any dreams at all. That is why I keep myself going by excitedly applying for jobs that I can't handle physically. It's sad, yet it's not at the same time. It gives me something to hope for for a little while... until all hopes come crashing down when reality sets in again. But I feel so guilty if I don't look for work, even though it is not my fault that I can't hold more than a part-time job for more than five months without burning out.
*My cold triggering migraines.
*My girlfriend being over seven hours away.
Waking up this morning feeling I might not be as sick during the day, only to go downhill by 10 a.m.
Never enough hours in the day to actually sleep as much as I need to, AND do the things that HAVE to be done, and still get to do what I want to do.
I have to admit that part of that is time management issues, but a much bigger piece is because of where we live. (Two people in a space that's less than 500 square feet, with no kitchen and no closet, means it takes 10 times longer to do anything because you have to move things around constantly.)
I have Diet Coke running through my veins. I honestly don't know if I can quit it. I've quit everything else in my life.......can't I keep that??
Love love love your blog.
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