I didn't end up taking them until the afternoon ones came around.
It was an absolute mess.
I felt completely bleak and abysmal. I felt like everyone would be better off if I didn't exist anymore. Insta-depression, and in that state of depression, I can't even begin to figure out that it could be chemical. Instead, I just see black and white.
My brain makes ZERO serotonin and I metabolize the drug incredibly fast.
It's terrifying that so much of my life equals reliance on medication.