It's funny the little turns that life can take.
Two days ago, I would have told you that I was done. That I was too tired to bother fighting any harder. Life had just gotten too hard to comprehend. I was so depressed.
But life somehow always sends you a little message to tell you that you just might survive this incident.
My relationship and my health both hit the skids...thankfully, the relationship appears to have recovered.
The first change came last night, when watching a one-on-one interview with Michael J. Fox. He is just so inspiring, as someone open with a neurological illness on television; explaining his days as both an optimist and a pessimist. I figured, hey - maybe I should cut myself some slack for the upsetting situations at hand - none are entirely my fault, and yet I'm carrying too much weight on my shoulders.
Also, it looks like some form of compromise can potentially be made in terms of living arrangements, so I am just running with it. Until then, take the highs and lows as they come.
On a side note - the MRI's came back with one spot on my pituitary gland and a bulge on my spine. My neurologist didn't seem too concerned so I have an appointment with him in 3 weeks. I hope it is nothing too serious, and yet hopefully something serious enough that it could be treated at the same time. Always divided. Story of my life.
How is everyone's weekend? Has anything in particular pulled you out of a funk recently??