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This is what I am trying to be right now. My best friend is in crisis. I am in crisis. Friends online are in crisis. If there is ever one thing I want to be remembered for, it is the support I try to give to others. I can't say I'm a huge fan of general humanity, but when it comes to those I care about, I care with my entire heart - ALL OF THE TIME.
I care about Jon all of the time. I care about my immediate family all of the time. I care about Sarah all of the time. I care about my twitter friends all of the time.
It is incredibly difficult to be full of love and cheer whenever you are sick all the time. In my moments where I can be of use, I want to channel my energy into bringing joy to those I care about.
So many of us with chronic illnesses spend our time being in a hard place mentally and physically, and are typically prone at snapping at people (maybe? am I incredibly rare there?). I want to focus on making myself as centered as someone in can be in such a situation.
Stability is what I need. That and sharing love.
I love you all for reading!