Saturday, April 3, 2010

Hospital Update

Okay so.

I'm on a brief break from the hospital.  One of those nice 4 hour passes where you get to move and see the people you love.

Thank you for all the love and support on this blog.  It made me tear up.

I'm not doing great.  I have a lot of out of control pain, I'm not eating, and have been crying A LOT.

I've been in the hospital for 5 days now and it looks like I'll be there for at least another week.  I hate every minute of it; it feels like a jail.  I have a CT scan for my head next week and hopefully it won't reveal any tumors and it will just be a pain issue that needs to be stabilized.  I cross my fingers every day that I will get to go home and maintain what I have of a life.  I hate deserting this blog, as it is the only thing I've committed to in the past year. 

Oh well.  I hope all is well with everyone who is reading.  Lots of love to everyone!

xoxo,
Annie

22 comments:

Assiya said...

Good luck Annie!!! I miss you in Blogland and I'm sorry things are going so badly :( You are fabulous--don't forget that

Rosebud Beads said...

Oh love. I'm so sorry. I hope it goes by quickly and that you feel better soon. <3

Alison said...

I've never been myself for more than a few hours, but from what I hear, people really seem to hate long hospital stays for some reason :) Hang in there :)

Toni said...

Annie. It's so great to hear from you! I'm sorry the hospital is so horrible. We'll all be here waiting when you get back. We love you.

Toni

Mo said...

Annie, I have been so worried about you....must be the Mother Hen in me. I'm glad that you were able to get to the computer to give us an update. Jonathan was dear enough to post yesterday (or the day before?) so we all felt a little better. Stay strong Annie, and I will keep thinking good thoughts for you.
xoxomo

Sonja said...

Still thinking of you and wishing you the best *hugs*

Love,
Sonja

Angela said...

Keeping you in my thoughts Annie! xo

Jamee said...

Hopefully the doctors can find some answers (fingers crossed for no tumors!) and you get to come home and stay home soon!

Robyn said...

Aww, Annie! My heart goes out to you, sweetie! Being in the hospital is no fun, but my hope and prayer is that they are able to find something that they can do something about- something that will make your life better! I'll be praying for your health and your peace of mind while your in there... we miss you here in blog-o-world!

~Robyn

steph said...

Take care. I'm missing your pretty pictures. :)

Vladimir Levin said...

I hope you'll feel better soon Annie! :(

Laurel said...

Hope you feel better and get to come home soon!

Nancy said...

Hi Annie,

I'm so sorry to hear that you are in the hospital and so unwell :( I know that you are looking forward to getting home and don't want to be away from your wonderful blog.

Let the hospital staff take good care of you hon. Wish we could all be there in person to try and comfort you.

I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers that your CT scan comes back clear and that they are quick to find a way to stabilize your pain.

Sending a ton of love from across the country to you!

(((gentle hugs)))

Nancy

Esther said...

Forgetful Girl said...

Oh, Annie! I've been away from the internet for a few days so only catching up now. I hope everything is OK. Hope the CT scan comes back crystal clear.

Hospitals are not nice places to be when you're chronically ill. Is there anyway someone from home can bring you some home comforts- a blanket, a pillow? That's what I normally do.

Don't worry about the blog- we will be waiting for you to update when you're good and ready!

Thinking of you! x

Lori said...

Oh my goodness, Annie! I hope you're feeling better soon and back home to relax. My thoughts and prayers go out to you.

jolene said...

Annie,
All of my thoughts and prayers are with you - I have had my fair share of hospital visits, and I know that they are NOT fun. I wish I was there to pass the time with you!
You have all my support, and I am here if you need me, okay?
All of my thoughts, love, and healing vibes...
I hope you are home where you belong soon, but until then - know that our hearts are right there with you.
Jolene
www.gracefulagony.wordpress.com

tammy said...

You don't know me, but Jolene mentioned your predicament, I am so sorry you are in the hospital...I KNOW that sucks. I was in the hospital for over 200 days once...never wanna do that again! You are in my prayers! I am glad Jolene hooked me up with your blog! I will now be a faithful follower! Hang in there sweetie!
Tammy
http://spicyt.wordpress.com

Migrainista said...

Annie,
I'm so sorry to hear that things have been so bad for you. Thanks for the update. I've missed your blogging and hope that you'll be back at it soon. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Wendy Burnett said...

We're rooting for you . . .

Kathy said...

Hi Annie, I hope you will be out and better than ever very soon. Keeping you in my prayers. Kathy aka KD in the chronic babe forum.

Sue said...

Stay strong. I've been thinking about you a lot. I spent a week in hospital last year for pain control/depression. It was awful.

I hope your experience helps in some way.