I'm on a brief break from the hospital. One of those nice 4 hour passes where you get to move and see the people you love.
Thank you for all the love and support on this blog. It made me tear up.
I'm not doing great. I have a lot of out of control pain, I'm not eating, and have been crying A LOT.
I've been in the hospital for 5 days now and it looks like I'll be there for at least another week. I hate every minute of it; it feels like a jail. I have a CT scan for my head next week and hopefully it won't reveal any tumors and it will just be a pain issue that needs to be stabilized. I cross my fingers every day that I will get to go home and maintain what I have of a life. I hate deserting this blog, as it is the only thing I've committed to in the past year.
Oh well. I hope all is well with everyone who is reading. Lots of love to everyone!