- I have no brain tumors.
- I have a slight increase of artistic inspiration as a result of being emotionally overwhelmed (although I can't do anything with it as I am physically overwhelmed).
- That I have the best boyfriend in the world, even though our relationship is crumbling under the stress of the illness.
- Being home...I could not take one more minute of being in a hospital where I felt as though I was being verbally abused and completely ignored.
- The kindness of everyone on this blog, and the few people in my life who have allowed me to continue with the idea that I should try to keep fighting, even though my fight keeps getting weaker and weaker.
But honestly, I had the weirdest appointment with a neurologist in my life yesterday. He told me that I have a normal brain (that apparently looks like a Goblin...), and that obviously I am just being over-medicated. I was advised to drop the medications and trust in nature. If nature wants me to be sick, I should learn to be okay with being sick. It doesn't matter that I'm in excruciating pain or that I've lost my sense of smell and most of my sense of taste.
I go back to another doctor tomorrow morning. I'm trying to stay positive...I really am, but I feel like my body and soul have been cracked open and sliced to bits. As a result, it's hard for me to keep up with anyone else and I'm definitely feeling the backlash.
Hope all is well with all my wonderful blog readers :)
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