I was going to write about the results of my psychiatrist visit today.
Alas, the alarm didn't go off. I woke up a half hour later and frantically called the office. I was guilt-tripped that he came in especially for me, and I should be ashamed of myself for not getting there, alarm clock or not (*by his receptionist). If there is anything I pride myself on, it is being reliable. Well, now I've put a glitch on that record.
I needed that appointment and now it is set for several weeks out. I had a particularly upsetting day yesterday and today hasn't helped either. I have been bawling my eyes out for about 18 hours (minus 6 or so of sleep...).
I'm tired of this. I'm tired of the weird things with my body and the weird things with my brain.
Help my mind everyone, do you all get tired too? Or am I just being weak?