So just when you think I am the bearer of doom and gloom the unthinkable happens.
I HAVE HOPE!
I went to my new doctor, expecting the usual accusations and trial and error medications. Instead, I got reinforcement that none of this is related to a "somatization" disorder and it is no one's fault (despite the fact that I'm sure myself, my mother, and my father all carry some kind of guilt for it). It was suggested that the issues are Bipolar Disorder and ADHD, but that the real problems are a reasonably rare, severe serotonergic disorder that has been causing constant pain since birth, and a super fast metabolism of drugs. However, he wasn't terribly concerned with labels for disorders. What mattered to him is that things are wrong, and they need to be fixed...simple as that.
Autoimmune issues and other previously diagnosed diseases are also present and he does not think that they will all be easy issues to up and remove.
The difference is - he is willing to try doses rarely used in conventional medicine, as well as support unconventional medicines in coordination with a pain clinic - like Marinol. He also knows a doctor in Montreal who specializes in these types of things, so if he can't get it under control, there are connections that he can contact.
It's not a quick fix. It's not necessarily a fix at all. But I might be able to get in contact with someone who has seen someone like me before. I might be rare, but I don't think I'm alone anymore.