Today I feel like making a public apology.
To anyone and everyone whose situation I have ever thought I understood. Those who I attempt to understand and give advice for, at least my heart is in the right place. But throughout my years, there have been people whose motives I thought I could follow, reasons in my mind of why people would do the things that they do. Sometimes I still get caught up in thinking like that. I'm sorry for this.
The sheer number of experiences that mold a single human life are enormous. I mean, half of my own I can't even remember!
I have a love/hate relationship with the human brain. If I thought I could handle going back to school, it would be all I would want to study. I'm ashamed at what it has managed to do to me, but also amazed at its limitless power.
Sorry for the weird rant but I've been really reflective. Shutter Island is an incredible film (far surpassing the novel) and it has been making me think of my brain non-stop.
Also, a special shout-out to the lovely Sarah and Adam for putting up with my hypo-manic ramblings of last night after seeing the movie haha. I upped my own meds so that would be my bad (sorry mom!!). Just tired of being epically depressed.
Anyways, I recommend the not squeamish to go take a look at this. Maybe it will send you off into over-thinking mode like it has with me.